I woke up this morning at 7:30 am. Having to go back to work tonight for my first night on in 5 days kind of worried me. I know I needed to get some sleep but that was just not going to happen today. Don’t get me wrong I didn’t sleep well and I tried to nap twice once in the early afternoon and once when around 7pm. I was unsuccessful on both attempts.

I made it to work on time (which was quite abnormal) and am slowly drifting. I cant have caffeine (I could but I am barley getting the water I need as is). So I am stuck here, trying not to fall into a deep restful sleep in this cold hard room that I call my job.

That is where you come in. I decided to write about a lot of the things I have been thinking about over the past week. So here goes…



… First, I have been very concerned about stretching my pouch. I will be adding soft foods into my diet on Wednesday and have had a couple of things that could be considered soft foods this weekend. Not much but enough to get me a bit worried. It feels like I have been eating more at each sitting and I don’t like it at all. I do not want to stretch anything and stop loosing weight. I have weighed in (even though it’s not official until Wednesday) and nothing has come off. I have been expecting a plateau (as stated in my last post) but that doesn’t mean I really want it to happen. I know I should be walking more than I do and that is going to change. My 6wk check up is on Wednesday and I hope I am on par with what the Dr. expects. So now I sit in worry. Wondering if I have messed anything up and praying I didn’t…

… Second, my son is getting so tall. He is only 12 and is already taller than me by almost an inch (that’s not saying much I am only 5”4’) and I just had to buy him new shoes in a size 12 that’s right 12. His feet are huge. If humans are anything like dogs and you can judge the size of the man by his paws (hehe) then my boy is going to be one huge guy…. He has to get it from his fathers’ side as on my side we are nothing but a bunch of short Italians. Gosh they grow so fast…

… Third, I want to go to bed… Z Z Z Z Z Z Z

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